Friends? I think so...

I will never judge you based on my standards.

I will never look at you as if through a pair of coloured glasses.

I just want to respect your choices, decisions in life.

Because you are my friend, a part of who I am.

Never let anyone try to change you, to make you fit into their standards... because who are they to tell you what the norm is?

You are my friend.

I know a lot about you --or at least I believe so.

That is why I respect your wishes... because I want you to succeed in everything you put your mind to.

Although I may not be there with you all the time, just leave a little part of your heart empty for me, so I can always come back.

I make up half of my life... and you make up the other half.

New friends may give you refreshing air and you may feel satisfied.

But always remember me... because only an old friend can wipe the sad tears off your face.

life is too short

why is it that when a guy has a one-night-stand, he's the man, but when a girl has one, she's a ho???
why is it okay for guys to have fuck-buddies but not girls?
why do everyone just assume that it's the guy keeping the girl as a bootycall when it could be the other way around? can't girls have fun?

why do you have to look at me that way? i'm just trying to have fun with life because it's too damn short.. nobody has right to give me shit for my actions... except my roommate if i bring home 'souvenirs'....
like a wise man (sid) once said, "remember: what happens in vegas, stays in vegas. except for herpes. that shit'll come back with you."

Who am i?

I wish I can show my true self to others.

I'm such a bitch outside, pushing people away because I'm afraid of what they would see IN me.

The hardest thing for me is to connect with others. Not like being friends but actually connecting... I can't feel sorry for people or feel sympathy for them - I just don't get that.

How can you feel what others feel? That's just not natural. That's not your feeling! It's someone else's but how can you connect with that, when YOU are not the one actually feeling it?

Sometimes I wonder if I am a psychopath. Not like those crazy-psychopaths you see in the movies, but actual psychopath - person who appears normal outside but cannot feel empathy (sharing of feelings with others)...

It's real hard trying to be normal, being supportive and all when I have a roommate who is very touchy-feely. When she has problems with school, friends, family... I just don't know how to comfort her.

Although I may be a cold-hearted bitch, who can't comfort others, can't feel empathy... I do love hugs - one of those bone-crushing hugs that your guy friends give you.

Sometimes...

Sometimes I just wish everything would just stop for a moment... even just long enough for me to take a big breath and steady my feet. Time always goes by too fast, and I'm afraid I might miss things. I'm tired of living in constant blur, constant competition to see who can do it faster, better.

Sometimes I just wish I could leave everything behind and take a long walk along the river... watch the birds chirp, fallen leaves tumble, and listen to wind pushing clouds away so sun can shine on my hair.

Sometimes I just wish you'd notice me. Not just you, but them too. Is it because I changed my hair style?
I'd notice me if I were you.
I'd stop, turn, and say 'Hi' with a smile, if I were you.
I'd just walk up to you and give you a hug for no reason, if I were you.
Why are we so different when we breathe the same air, walk on the same dirt, and smile at the same sun?